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Monday, July 18th, 2005
10:26 am	final im sorry to report this but i am going to switch over and start using my blog via myspace account. in my profile you will see a thing that will state my blog and from there you can read a journal entry i will put out every so often. but im sorta killing 2 birds with 1 stone by usuing my blog thru myspace. hope im not breaking any hearts and if so im sorry, my blog is the same thing i promise. Current Music: rem- its the end of the world as we know it (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
5:15 pm	no mas no more drunk, stupid text messages people, i hate them and i could barely usually understand what you send.dont tell me you love me and shit also and do something totally different. im finally happy without you both so deal with it. both of you can go on and have a nice life without me in it. leave me be. later all. (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
5:49 pm	such a long time i know its been such a long time. in past 2 weeks a quick wrap up, fourth of july was alot of fun, been working like 60 hrs a week, missing out on tons of sleep, been hanging out with friends. went to chili's, david busters, and bruxelles with a few people from work. i dont know why but im not going go into more detail cause i have to take a nap. im also probobly going start using myspace, blog instead of livejournal cause i realized everyone seems to read that more then my livejournal. its just a possibility. hope you all are good, take care for now. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: mockingbird- eminem (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
3:35 pm	hiphip horray yes i have finally done it and got rid of all the bad things and demands i have had that hurt me in the past. everyone should be happy with me. and a final farewell to those bad things. only good things too come (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
7:19 am	this aint fair it seems like everyone i know is taking a vacation somewhere while i work my ass off, true mommy and daddy are paying or going with them but it still kinda sucks, let me tell you. with nearly 50hrs of work in the next 4 days ahead of me, i realize even more then my last entry that i need a vacation. ashley is going to ohio, one person is going to north carolina, mike is going to virginia beach, dan took a permanent vacation, a few girls im friends with are going to acapulco, alot of people are going to cancun and im goin stay in ny and work till i die. anyway no more bitching, past few days were alright. i had work and went out last night to bruxelles,with mitch, doug, kristen, elberg and saw a few people i knew and then jon and novak came so that was awesome, and finally 2 of mitches friends. it was alright there but no real hot girls. ok im done venting now.im out. Current Mood: tired Current Music: the theme song from saved by the bell (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
2:47 pm	spread the love just saying hello to you all. Current Mood: amused Current Music: its been a while- staind (Comment on this)
Monday, June 27th, 2005
8:53 am	grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr thats correct. all i want is a day off from work where my sister, mother or both of them arent here. i think this really means either i need to move out or just kick them out. i like the kicking them out idea better. give me until like 5pm 1 day that im off from work without one or both of them here and ill be happy as hell. im not going to comment on some one's journal entry cause im not immature like that. anyway last night after i got done with frank phillips bullcrap party, we still hate you frank. only good thing was he left early and so did his guests. well then last night i met up with doug, allysa, danielle and allison at fridays for allisons 21st bday. some guy also met us there but i couldnt remember.it was a calm 21st bday but still good cause i havent hung with allie or her friends in quite sometime. happy 21st bday again to my other sister. anyway im off today and going to avoid my sis and mom out doing some errands. i love morning sexy text messages. bye (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 26th, 2005
12:03 pm	florida yes i need a week to florida.im goign to visit carrie and kelly, my friend scott and debbie and of coarse ashley and whoever else that comes along. i realized this after i realized how much i miss all of these people and towards the end of the year florida is the nicest place to be in when decmber hits. today at work mike told me when he went to go meet the people he got another standing ovation and during our vienese table( a dessert table which is very expensive) the people were telling me, mike, bobby, castillo,jon, mary, frank and everyone else who has a station on there what a great job they did and how great of a job the chefs did. no tip but the compliments are always welcomed. so this week after 4 partys, last week 8, and this coming week another 8 im a little tired and need a day off. tomorow is going be cool cause it is a bbq which isnt like chicken, sausage peppers burgers and hot dogs. this one we do 2 times a year for frank phillips( scum of stony point and of patriot hills golf club) thorws a golf tournament finished by an amazing dinner. i cant wait to have a steak with a baked potato and bbq chicken. i have been waiting all week for that. im also happy cause colleen is back at work. last yr i saw her all the time and we became good friends and i hate it when i know she should be there working but isnt. i hope colleen to see you alot more there again, you fucking rock. anyway i have to be at work at 8am ill try to update you all soon, later. time for a call to someone. also happy 21st bday to allison. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
10:50 pm	blah i dont no i didnt feel like lyself at work, and i was upset over some dumb shit all day. i workecd from 10am-10pm but somehow im very tired, probobly the heat from the bbq we had at work just did me in. it just seemd like everything people did just really got under my skin and it wasnt cool. i realize i do work with some dumb people at work as well. it is common sense for some and none for others. im not mentioning names. im hoping tomorow to finally go see star wars, anyone that wants to go is more then welcome besides that i have a california kitchen pizza waiting for me. take it in the ass pricks.just kidding. Current Mood: blah Current Music: no more bullshit (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
7:36 pm	Wake Me Up When September Ends Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up when September ends Like my father's come to pass Seven years has gone so fast Wake me up when September ends Here comes the rain again Falling from the stars Drenched in my pain again Becoming who we are As my memory rests But never forgets what I lost Wake me up when Septmber ends Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up when Septmber ends Ring out the bells again Like we did when spring began Wake me up when septmber ends Here comes the rain again Falling from the stars Drenched in my pain again Becoming who we are As my memory rests But never forgets what I lost Wake me up when septmber ends Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up when Septmber ends Like my father's come to pass Twenty years has gone so fast Wake me up when September ends Wake me up when September ends Wake me up when September ends p.s.-graduation was good, dani is no longer a shs student, college is in 68 days and i cant wait. love you dad and i hope everyone else's father a happy fathers day Current Mood: drained Current Music: green day- Wake Me Up When September Ends (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 18th, 2005
11:16 pm	its been awhile well here it goes, simply like always i have been working non-stop. only reason i even have off tomorow from work is cause its dani's graduation. its going be hard on all cause it is fathers day also but im sure we will survive. only good part bout working my ass off is definetly seeing those beautiful paychecks. that usually turn into bill payments. sorry that i havent talked to anyone in a while i have been super busy. i now need a seat cover cause i got brown sauce all over it and so no one that sits shotgun wont get themselves dirty unless this resolve stuff actually works. well sorry its short, but true and everyone good luck tomorow with bobby's exheadchef's daughters wedding. it is going be an amazing wedding everyone let me know how it goes. sianara. thats for my chinese out there, i told u i would do that liz. Current Mood: blah Current Music: ghetto superstar (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
12:16 pm	so you wnat an update well past week i worked everyday since tuesday of last week with a party every day from thursday to saturday, had sunday off where i slept all day and hung with mitch and went for dinner and then went to anthony's house and played some poker with mitch, me, ziad, corey, carlos, anthony, jay,young and elberg. had a good time dont hang with them much so it was cool. today i had a bullshit party as well as tomorow which means they r easy partys for like 50 people. kinda sucks but hey i got to pay the bills somehow and then i have a party everyday from tomorow until june 28th. i will be super busy with work except for sunday when im off to go to my sisters graduation. she has been a real pain in the ass recently. my mom and me have a countdown for the day she leaves and the day we plan on changing the locks. i thought i was a psycho she tops the cake. allison knows and is upset as well as her friend sim not goin to senior prom. im not a perv, she is a watress where i work and her 3 friends that try to convince me are wait staff to. if i was 19 or maybe even 20 i would of said sure but im 22 soon 23, ill pass on that high school crap. so in a recap i been full of work, sleep and nothing inbetween. its been so bad i missed out on atlantic city with my friends friday night, or even getting invited during the week to do something or go somewhere,i see now more and more how different our schedules are and how we are growing up but i still wish that i had schedules more like theres so i could have all the fun it seems that they are having. i just found out also my next friday or saturday off is the 2nd weekend in november. damn thats a long time away. ehh its apart of the business. on a sad note i realize, my 2nd least favorite day of the year is coming up and it hurts only thing that is good is that dani graduates and is 1 step closer to college on the same day. anyway im out,later. Current Mood: energetic Current Music: buddy holly- weezer (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 12th, 2005
2:16 pm	colleen colleen i thought that the journal entry below will be deeply appriciated by you i hope no one else took it out of content (Comment on this)
3:55 am	prom with my sisters graduation, prom and me workign every day for the past 5 and the next 7 making it 12 days straight i was asked by a friend from work to go to her senior prom. sorry hun but the answer is no. yes we might be hanging out right now but the answer is no. im too old for that shit anyway. allison read it and dont give me those eyes at the back of your head like you always do. i made this so she can read it now, with me and later at home. anyway going drive her home. later on bitches Current Mood: horny Current Music: marvin gay (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
11:45 am	perfect sence there is a song that goes with everything, from the way you feel to what you are doing. trying to find one right now that makes this situation feel best but actually am having trouble. anyway i got some nice days of work ahead ofme, and chillin with jess hopefully on sunday. i havent talked to her in a while. going call jeremy back now after i sorta snapped on him at work and someone else who i keep forgetting to call back. aiight 1 (Comment on this)
8:16 am	close to me close to me. everything will be better and then long distance wont be a problem at all. i hate it and i hate fighting with people that i cant just go up to and give a hug to and let them forgive me. if i stay in ny my whole life it will really surpise me at this point.i am in need of a change of address. i dont no where but it has to happen soon. only thing holding me back right now is my friends and job. friends slowly but shorly are moving away so i guess its a bigger part of my job. i might just have to run a place my boss owns outside of this area for a change and then everything will be good. what am i to do. anyway this isnt morose at all just letting off some things on my mind since everyone knows i hold everything in, which might not be good buts its been like that since i am 12 and it is very hard to change these things. out to work. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: staying alive- wyclef jean (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
4:47 pm	less then 2 weeks "Where Is The Love?" What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love The love, the love It just ain't the same, always unchanged New days are strange, is the world insane If love and peace is so strong Why are there pieces of love that don't belong Nations droppin' bombs Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug If you never know truth then you never know love Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the love, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love The love, the love I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder Most of us only care about money makin' Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction Wrong information always shown by the media Negative images is the main criteria Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity Whatever happened to the fairness in equality Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found Now ask yourself Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Current Mood: complacent Current Music: where is the love- black eyed peas (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
2:52 pm	jess everyone lets hope for the best, 1 of the girls i use to watch gilmore girls with every tuesday night for 2 years, jessica and me are hanging out. i hope i dont jump on top of her and do the nasty. jk.im so excited. i hope that these plans go thru its been like a year since we chilled and she only lives like 30 mins away. thats bad on both our parts but im so stoked for this. sunday should be a great day.anyway back to pti. bye. Current Mood: excited Current Music: pti guys (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
2:17 am	the time is now yeah so after talkin to someone it got me having doubts about some stuff going on in my life, thanks alot asshole. then makes it worse is that my friend amanda totally agrees. so that also got me very upset and thinking bout the past and seeing if there can be a future or even a present on some topics that we were talking about. mostly dealing with myself and a few past girls or girlfriends. kinda like a round robin till we found a girl from the past that might actually be up to amanda, and the other asshole's standards. i wasnt the hugest fan of this one but ill let it stand for now. today i sweated my ass of at work. the kitchen was never so freaking hot before in my life. i felt like a typical phil tisi or something on those lines. well last night we had an interesting wedding with a bunch of drunk, stupid, drugged up people who were led by the groom being hoisted up on his best friends shoulders starting a strip tease and leading to the firealarm going off. colleen if u were there i could totally see u telling me all about this instead i got it from jon, mary, kim and i think ricaberto. today we had a sweet16 and had some rich asses. the moms were the typical nose in the air and plastic surgery kinda ladies with the fathers in polo shirts talking business followed by a normal everyday type of wedding this evening. im looking forward to a good time tomorow since im off 2 days in a row yes sunday and monday 1st time in nearly 5 months i have 2 consecutive days off from work. i do however have brent, who is brads brothers graduation party im going to which is should be fun and it will be cool to see where he goes in the mlb draft. i am looking forward to the party and draft for him and for everyone else, should be a great time. dani graduates on the 19th very soon. after that it is like 63 days till rutgers university has her for atleast 4 years and the locks get changed. during the week i had some fun with sorta a light schedule of work this past week, only 52 hrs. im outta here talk to you soon, going play around on myspace. if u have it great if not go get it, peace.6, civi will get that. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: long and windy road- te beatles (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
3:39 pm	true colors2- yeah things that happened in my past, the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between. it also got me thinking cause fathers day is coming up but this year i cant be upset like usual since i lost my dadcause my sister dani is graduating high school and then its 68 more days to rutgers university in nj. i cant wait talk to you all later. Current Music: look below (Comment on this)